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I don't even know, at this point.

Fandom is making me really sad, because the boys are off making no sense whatsoever.  Something Big happened, and it feels like something with those boys has shifted drastically.  I will never believe in Ryan and Jon, I just won't.  Mainly because it feels to me that, the reason Jon stayed with Ryan is because Brendon wanted Spencer with him for the simple reason that Spencer was as close to Ryan as he was going to get at the time.  He was taking what he could get because he was feeling so damn lost.  I also agree with [livejournal.com profile] lolab  about the whole 'SEE? I'M FINE WITHOUT YOU!' thing.  Brendon was trying too hard on purpose, just to get Ryan to notice him again.

Srsly.  Bandom makes my head hurt.  There's so much fic that I want to write, but I really do not have time to write anything.  I barely have time to eat and sleep and do homework.  Life is sort of kicking my ass right now and it sucks.  And  I know that it's gonna get worse once I start college in the fall, especially with my goal of making the Dean's List. 

High hopes, I guess.


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Date: 2009-04-07 09:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] melody-so-sweet.livejournal.com
ehehehe I love how I get my own tag even though you don't even talk about me. XD

Dude. bandom is making me sad lately. :( ry's all lonely and shit, and bren's off being drunk. ugh.

but maybe some uh... africa time will make them realize how much they, you know. *waves hands* lurrrrveeee each other.

*shrug*

need some fic? check your email *shameless nagging*

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